菁天董地♧EuGiNa♧✿*ﾟ¨ﾟﾟ(｡￫‿￩｡)✿

原来，人和人之间的感情是可以如此奥妙。１０多年没见的好朋友，再见依旧如此亲切。这次真的没想到最后陪着我，帮助我走出来的，仍然是你们。尽管我知道一切的一切都要靠我自己努力，但是，如果没有你们这几夜的陪伴，没有你们肺腑的劝导，我想结果可能会更糟糕。有些感觉，不用说我想你们一定也能感觉到，但是我还是想在此纪念一下，为了这深深打动我的友情。最近挫折连连，甚至开始怀疑这世间的一切，被朋友伤害，被感情困扰，抱怨老天的不公，埋怨自己的无能。经历了这次，又让我恢复了点对人与人的信任，至少你们是我需要珍惜的人。那句‘其实一直都有follow你的消息，只是没有打搅你的生活’让我觉得自己有点愧疚，原来你们一直都在身边，只是我自己视而不见。人的一生很短，如果现在开始还不算晚的话，我想告诉你们，我会好好珍惜的。

 

疗伤对我来说可能要花上比别人多好几倍的时间，但是我想时间会慢慢医好我的心病，一切也会慢慢好起来的，我不会辜负你们对我的关心和帮助。只是很想很想很想告诉你们，有你们，我是幸福的！

I feel very very very very very angry so can't wait back home then writing it down at uni lab. It was normal walking cross the street. 4 aus women, well dressed, make uped, chatting when crossing the street. I was following them, when reach the foot path, they walking like one by one, very slow, and made the foot path no more room for other even for the oppsite. I was very nicely saying 'excuse me' and wanna passing through. Then comes the story, one of them saying ' is it excuse? what does excuse mean?' OMG, I just wanna passing, and you were occupied the whole foot path! Followed by another woman saying ' it should be excuse and thank you!'. OKAY!

OKAY! OKAY! 'WELL EDUCATED AUS WOMEN, THANK YOU!' I said then passing through with an sharp eye shotting. That's the standard of the Australian?! I don't wanna make the conclusion. Let us see in the future!

 

 

 

 

PS: just so angry cause the Aus always look up down us-overseas, but seems they are not that good?! However, everywhere has nice people and urgly ones, not only in this country but the whole world.

I always think "past" can not past by itself, cause it goes to a place called memory. And memory can not be forget, cause you, urself don't wnna loss it. But, I found I was wrong! Because everything is changing and u can not stay at the the beginning forever. People need to improve. Somehow updating ur own database is tough and hard, I agree and I am doing......Burning those memories into a disc, still need it? then keep it. NOT? then throw it. Damn easy damn quick. Don't think it's difficult! Just like a can of coke, when u finished it finished! I have to admit living in the memory is horrible. I am getting out of it, no matter how slow, no matter how late, I am doing. At last, the reason why I am trying it all because of ur trust! Thank u for trust me and thank u for waiting for me... Trust! Why not?

一年前的今天，小旺财出生了。今天的他已经是胖乎乎的小肥猪了。

 

希望他能快乐的成长，我的宝贝儿子：）

 

特此留下脚印纪念一下~~（特地买了三文鱼生日大餐，爽四他了！）

今天-大晴天

今天-天很蓝

今天-我们生日

今天-心情很high

记录今天因为又老一岁

记录今天因为变成熟一些

记录今天因为有你们的陪伴, 所以我很幸福!

谢谢你们-所有的你们!

我知道我很没用,一碰到不开心一碰到难过就要哭,大哭特哭.因为我知道哭了就舒服了,心里痛快了. 可是哭完问题还是存在的,哭完还是要面对的.

我知道我很没用,一碰到困难就想回家,回我上海那个不大的温馨的可以让我喘气的家.因为家里有最最爱我的人,最最疼我的人.他们不会让我受伤,他们会抚慰我的伤痛,他们会包容我所有所有的缺点.因为他们是最爱我的,也是我最爱的人.

我知道我很没用,一碰到难过的事情就想写blog,想让天下人都来怜悯我,可怜我.其实那是自悲的表现.自悲的极点的呈现.

我知道我很没用,一碰到感情问题就没办法解决,就要回忆,用回忆来激发我的泪腺,用泪水来洗脸上的灰尘.

 

我很抱歉,对最爱我的爸爸妈妈,对最关心我的erry,对最忠诚我的旺财.因为我又一次让你们担心了,我没办法控制自己.我很想努力.但是生活很残酷.爸爸告诉我"遇到困难要学会坚强,凡事爸爸会帮你顶".我知道您是安慰我,不想我放弃,我知道我应该学会懂事了,不能再让你们操心了.因为我欠你们太多太多了. 我不知道为什么人生会有那么多的坎坷.我也不知道自己以后的日子会是什么样的.我只想告诉爸爸妈妈,我会努力!一定努力!我会加油!对于那些自认为很关心我,很爱护我,却实际一直在伤害我的人,我要学会先礼后兵!不会再为了伤害我的人而去伤害我爱的人了.

 

I am sorry, so sorry...

准备关电脑,例行的看了下每个分组的在线小人人.无意间看到chenny的小黄花在闪.看到了很久都没有让人看到的话.一种很温馨很感动的感觉.不知道为什么,很喜欢这种类似电视剧情节的感觉.自卑过度的我很向往这样的感觉.虽然很久之前有过.突然非常羡慕那个巨蟹女生,羡慕这种很久违的心动的感觉.唤醒了心底的那些点滴.生活的琐碎让它们都沉睡了太久,太久了...真心祝福chenny幸福